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[21 Dec 2009|09:41pm] |
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I'm really fucking pissed off.
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[24 Nov 2009|08:52pm] |
It took 4 nurses, 5 times to get the IV into one of my veins :(
they put a scope down my throat to see what was wrong with my stomach...and i woke up during the scope coming out and started hacking up unknown liquids.
basically i have a swollen stomach from what they can see. They took tissue samples so we will find out if anything infectious is in there in a week or so.
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[23 Nov 2009|09:17pm] |
i have to get a scope down my throat tomorrow.
great
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[23 Nov 2009|08:54pm] |
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i don't like when my mom brings up rich in a comparison to my moods now.
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[12 Nov 2009|11:20am] |
i miss richmond.
hopefully i will get this part time job at the goddard school
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[14 Sep 2009|07:11pm] |
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[09 Sep 2009|07:11pm] |
stole from jess
10 Things you could say to 10 different people right now
1. i love you dookie head
2. thank you for coming over last night
3. i couldn't ask for a better mom
4. i wonder if you think about me
5. i wish you would break your selective mutism just to say hi to me
6. please let me go home
7. i'm glad you are moving back, but wish you were staying with lauren
8. your boyfriend isn't that bad, but i still don't trust him
9. i wish you would move back from cali
10. uhhh text me. we need to hang duhhh
9 things people may not know about you
1. I don't hang out because of my anxiety.
2. I hate leaving my house
3. I'm on four medications
4. I have gained 25lbs since i started dating tim ha
5. I like to learn outside of the classroom
6. I have nightmares about smoking lol so lame
7. I like to drive places alone so I can leave if I have anxiety
8. Tim is my best friend and I love him more than anything. I need to tell him that more
9. I like to watch terrible reality shows
8 ways to win my heart
1. love my dogs
2. play video games
3. intelligence
4. be athletic
5. not like everything i like
6. enjoy just hanging out at the house
7. be tim
8. i'm sickening aren't i?
7 things that cross your mind a lot
1. anxiety
2. sleep
3. tim
4. letting the dogs out
5. work
6. school
7. time check
6 things you do before you fall asleep
1. let the dogs out
2. go pee
3. play pokemon
4. get tucked in by tim
5. whine
6. take my meds
5 things you notice on a person of the same/different sex
1. hair
2. face
3. collarbones (if you can see)
4. way they walk
5. pants
4 things you wish you never did
i don't really think about that stuff
3 artists you've been listening to lately
1. against me
2. no warning
3. new found glory
2 things you want to do before you die
1. have a job i love
2. own a home
1 Confession
1. i hate most of my life
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[23 Aug 2009|07:42pm] |
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i think my meds are giving me a rash on my face :\
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[14 Aug 2009|02:18pm] |
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i don't like the way i'm starting to feel
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[21 Jul 2009|10:11pm] |
a couple years ago I thought i had a big panic attack...now i am thinking it was a stroke or seizure or something.
I lost control of my throat and started drooling because i couldn't swallow
I couldn't speak
My jaw tighten real hard
It was like that for an hour or more.
I never really thought much of it until a nurse looked at me funny when i was discussing it
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[29 Jun 2009|08:30pm] |
Link has been missing for a week. He had started to lose fur...we were going to take him to the vet, but he is gone. I think he went somewhere to die :(
My landlord is dying too. He is such a nice guy...i feel bad.
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[14 Jun 2009|07:45pm] |
my new Shiba Inu, Bowser. I really hope Zoe gets along with him right away. I figured if Bowser seemed like Tim's dog it would be okay.
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[04 Jun 2009|09:31pm] |
i found out i have gained my weight due to being on zoloft so long. my diet and exercise has pretty much been the same. I was really bummed i was getting kinda tubby. i am starting to switch meds, so it should help.
ps. i hope that whore "Tiff" gets a hockey puck to her face. fake penguin loving hockey bitch (and i mean penguin penguin, not the team) haha
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[28 May 2009|01:38pm] |
back to red
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[19 May 2009|09:50pm] |
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i was getting ready to go outside and work in the yard today when a dark little mouse scurried across my floor. i screamed and jumped on a chair like some crazy woman from a cartoon. seriously it was creepy!
zoe skinned her paw pad some how. I took her to the vet and it is already healing. She is on antibiotics, but i need to keep her paw dry and clean so I got these weird balloon booties since the sock i kept putting on was falling.
kinda looks like a weirdo condom on her oot
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[13 May 2009|10:25pm] |
so i'm broke.
no job.
going to bed hungry.
seriously...it sucks
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[10 May 2009|08:04pm] |
Saturday my parents, tim and I took my sister out for her birthday. We went to this mexican restaurant near our house...we go there all the time so everyone new us. We brought my sister's cake with us, and gave the rest of the cake to the mexican workers. They were so pumped. I know it is nerdy, but I think it is awesome since they know us so well they trust us enough to eat our cake leftovers haha. But seriously, they are all so nice there.
Tim and I went to the Crew game and they won finally! I was sick of all the tying. Crew games have turned into our date nights.
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[09 May 2009|11:08pm] |
I love how tim and i can talk and make thin`gs better.
cuddles and tim are buddies now.
i love crew games with him
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[09 May 2009|07:44am] |
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Tim and I had a long stressful conversation last night. We both have issues with each others moms for different reasons. The mom thing wasn't eventhe bulk of the Convo, but it bothers me the most Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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[07 May 2009|11:16pm] |
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How does Tim expect me to watch hockey when he is texting tiffany the whole time. I want to watch it with him but I'm not going to sit there while they text about the game. Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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